When you show up, my eyes lit up, my lips dried up and were waiting for you treat them. When you vanish, my heart broke, my brain shut down, my breathing became difficult to support the much longer and my strength, became a drug weak, but flawed. When I looked, I was always hoping for a future at your side, but when we want so much for us, we suffer more than we imagined suffer. I learned, just with your little bugs on me!